The song titles are not listed, for the simple reason that I want you all to read the lyrics, and not choose a song that you may like without thinking about it.
I've attempted to take out the obscenities as I caught them, but if you run across one please do not be offended. Simply let me know and I'll fix it. :)
Last one coming up...
Entry #1
Event: Harry's reaction to Sirius' death I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight
And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cant
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
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Entry #2
Event: The first through the second war Consider the odds,
consider the obvious.
The martyr is meaningless,
the campaign has died.
In the planning stages and the fallen faces
are the singular proof that it was ever alive.
This purchased rebellion has been outdated,
denounced and rescinded and left to die championless.
I begged you not to go.
I begged you, I pleaded.
Claimed you as my only hope
and watched the floor as you retreated.
Hope has sprung a perfect dive
a perfect day, a perfect lie.
A slowly crafted monologue conceding your defeat.
Does it comfort you to know you fought the good fight?
Basking in your victory,
hollow and alone
to boast your bitter bragging rights to anyone who'll listen.
While you're left with nothing tangible to gain.
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Entry #3
Event: Lupin's transformation Night Time - shrouded in mystery
The mist, the fog - there is nothing to see
Full moon - shining down on earth
Now, tonight - starts the forbidden
starts the forbidden birth
Gruesome - howlin' to the moon
A creature - is on the hunt, the hunt
Somewhere - deep inside the man
A beast, awakes - undercover of the night
It cannot stop and there's no way out
The wolf possesses the man
It's howlin' loud
When the wolf prowls
When the wolf prowls
When the wolf prowls
When the wolf prowls
The wolf...
A man, a wolf - one body and one soul
Belong, together - for all eternity
A man, a beast - you know it's really true
Deep inside - the wolf is you
the wolf is you
All of your nightmares become reality
You know the wolf is in you
The wolf is in me
When the wolf prowls
When the wolf prowls
When the wolf prowls
When the wolf prowls
It cannot stop and there's no way out
The wolf possesses the man
It's howlin' loud
All of your nightmares become reality
You know the wolf is in you
The wolf is in me
When the wolf prowls
When the wolf prowls
When the wolf prowls
When the wolf prowls... |
Entry #4
Event: Harry's participation in the Tri-Wizard Tournament Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
What happens next?
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself
Lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before
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Entry #5
Event: Lupin's Transformation Were running with the shadows of the night
So baby take my hand, itll be all right
Surrender all your dreams to me tonight
Theyll come true in the end
You said - oh girl, its a cold world
When you keep it all to yourself
I said you cant hide on the inside
All the pain youve ever felt
Ransom my heart, but baby dont look back
Cause we got nobody else
Chorus:
Were running with the shadows of the night
So baby take my hand, itll be all right
Surrender all your dreams to me tonight
Theyll come true in the end
You know that sometimes, it feels like
Its all moving way too fast
(repeat chorus three times)
Use every alibi and words you deny
That love aint meant to last
You can cry tough baby, its all right
You can let me down easy, but not tonight
Were running with the shadows of the night
So baby take my hand, youll be all right
Surrender all your dreams to me tonight
Theyll come true in the end
Were running with the shadows of the night
So baby take my hand, itll be all right
Surrender all your dreams to me tonight
Theyll come true in the end
And now the hands of time are standin still
Midnight angel, wont you say you will
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Entry #6
Event: Tom Riddle lures Ginny into the Chamber I am a man
Cut from the know
Rarely do friends
Come and then go
She was a girl
Soft but estranged
We were the two
Our lives rearranged
Feeling so good that day
A feeling of love that day
Twisting and turning
Your feelings are burning
Youre breaking the girl
She meant you no harm
Think youre so clever
But now you must sever
Youre breaking the girl
He loves no one else
Raised by my dad
Girl of the day
He was my man
That was the way
She was the girl
Left alone
Feeling the need
To make me her home
I dont know what when or why
The twilight of love had arrived
Twisting and turning
Your feelings are burning
Youre breaking the girl
She meant you no harm
Think youre so clever
But now you must sever
Youre breaking the girl
He loves no one else
Twisting and turning
Your feelings are burning
Youre breaking the girl
She meant you no harm
Think youre so clever
But now you must sever
Youre breaking the girl
He loves no one else |
Entry #7
Event: Hermione thinking of Harry, dead, post-war When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
[CHORUS:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There'll always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
[In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There'll always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be]
'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always
[In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There'll always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be] |
Entry #8
Event: Harry in Tom Riddle's memories Well it seems so real I can see it
And it seems so real I can feel it
And it seems so real I can taste it
And it seems so real I can hear it
So why can't I touch it?
So why can't I touch it?
Then it looks so real I can see it
And it feels so real I can feel it
And it tastes so real I can taste it
And it sounds so real I can hear it
So why can't I touch it?
So why can't I touch it?
Then it looks so real I can feel it
And it feels so real I can taste it
And it tastes so real I can hear it
And it sounds so real I can see it
So why can't I touch it?
So why can't I touch it?
Now it is so real I can see it
And it is so real I can feel it
And it is so real I can hear it
And it is so real I can be it
So why can't I touch it?
So why can't I touch it? |
Entry #9
Event: Voldemort's attack on the Potter family oh my baby, don't cry
oh my babe, just say goodbye
oh now baby, don't cry
oh my babe, at least we tried
at least we tried to make it
but in these days I'm so confused
oh my love, at least we had it
let me hold on to you
oh my baby, don't cry
oh my babe, just say goodbye
oh now baby, don't cry
oh my babe, at least we tried
at least we tried but we lost it
i will remember
how you stood there and you smiling
and you smile there with me
oh my baby, don't cry
oh my babe, just say goodbye
oh now baby, don't cry
oh my babe, at least we tried
oh my baby, don't cry
oh my babe, just say goodbye, say goodbye
oh now baby, don't cry
oh my babe, at least we tried, ohh
oh my baby, don't cry
oh my babe, just say goodbye
goodbye my baby, don't cry
oh my babe, at least we tried, whoa
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Entry #10
Event: Sirius' death Something
Is about to give
I can feel it coming
I think I know what it is
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to live
And when I'm flat on my back
I hope to feel like I did
And hardness
It sets in
You need some protection
The thinner the skin
I want you to know
That you don't need me anymore
I want you to know
You don't need anyone
Or anything at all
Who's to say where the wind will take you
Who's to say what it is will break you
I don't know
Which way the wind will blow
Who's to know when the time has come around
Don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye
It's somewhere I can taste the salty sea
There's a kite blowing out of control on the breeze
I wonder what's gonna happen to you
You wonder what has happened to me
I'm a man
I'm not a child
A man who sees
The shadow behind your eyes
Who's to say where the wind will take you
Who's to say what it is will break you
I don't know
Where the wind will blow
Who's to know when the time has come around
I don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye
Did I waste it
Not so much I couldn't taste it
Life should be fragrant
Rooftop to the basement
The last of the rocks stars
When hip-hop drove the big cars
In the time when new media
Was the big idea
What was the big idea
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Entry #
Event: Snape decides to leave the Death Eaters I know you know my head's not in this now
nothing you could keep
so keep me down
like the stones beneath the water that you walk on to be taller
and the hands you stuck together cause you prayed you'd wait forever
just another fragile angel heart
falling down on lead wings torn apart
and the words beneath my skin
the ink that you put in
destroying all the things you left around
'cause you're earthbound coming down
so what you have the nerve to call a friend
is starved of all the sense to make amends
cause i'm the glass you break to touch but you never want me much
like the view across the water from your shoes and two feet smaller
i know it doesn't pay to be this hurt
falling off the morning getting worse
and the words beneath my skin
the ink that you put in
destroying all the things you've left around
cause i'm earthbound coming down
come down
come down
come around...
cause i'm down
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Entry #
Event: Harry and Voldemort's connected dreams/thoughts He's got fasting black lungs
Made of clove splintered shardes
They're the kind that will talk
Through a weezing of coughs
And I hear him every night
In every pore
And every time he just makes me warm
Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Must I hide?
Cause I'll never
Never sleep alone
Look at how they flock to him
From an isle of open sores
He knows that the taste is such
Such to die for
And I hear him every night
On every street
The scales that do slither
Deliver me from
Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Then I'll hide
Cause I'll never
Never sleep alone
Oh lord
Said I'm bloodshot for sure
Pale runs the ghost
Swollen on the shore
Everynight
in every pore
The scales that do slither
Deliver me from
Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Then I'll hide
Cause I'll never
Never sleep alone
Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Let me die
Cause I'll never
Never sleep alone
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Entry #13
Event: Harry's feelings after Dumbledore tells him about the Prophecy Could I have been
A parking lot attendant
Could I have been
A millionaire in bel air
Could I have been
Lost somewhere in paris
Could I have been
Your little brother
Could I have been anyone other than me
Could I have been oh, anyone other than me
Could I have been anyone
He stands touch his hair his shoes untied
Tongue gaping stare
Could I have been a magnet for money
Could I have been anyone other than me
Twenty three
Im so tired of life
Such a shame to throw it all away
The images grow darker still
Could I have been anyone other then me?
Then i
Look up at the sky
My mouth is open wide, like and taste
Whats the use in worrying, whats the use in hurrying
Turn turn we almost become dizzy
I am who I am who I am well who am i
Requesting some enlightenment
Could I have been anyone other than me?
And then ill
Sing and dance and Ill play for you tonight
The thrill of it all
Dark clouds may hang on me sometimes
But Ill work it out
And then i
Falling out of a world of lies
Could I have been dancing nancy
Dancing nancy
Could I have been anyone other than me? |
Entry #14
Event: Harry's feelings at the end of Book 5 Abandoned places - I guess we know the score
On and on, does anybody know what we are looking for...
Another hero, another mindless crime
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime
Hold the line, does anybody want to take it anymore
The show must go on,
The show must go on
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking
But my smile still stays on.
Whatever happens, Ill leave it all to chance
Another heartache, another failed romance
On and on, does anybody know what we are living for?
I guess Im learning, I must be warmer now
Ill soon be turning, round the corner now
Outside the dawn is breaking
But inside in the dark Im aching to be free
The show must go on
The show must go on
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking
But my smile still stays on
My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies
Fairytales of yesterday will grow but never die
I can fly - my friends
The show must go on
The show must go on
Ill face it with a grin
Im never giving in
On - with the show -
Ill top the bill, Ill overkill
I have to find the will to carry on
On with the -
On with the show -
The show must go on... |
Entry #15
Event: Harry feeling sorry for himself Sometimes I wonder
Where I've been
Who I am, do I fit in?
Make-believing is hard alone
Out here, on my own
We're always proving
Who we are
Always reaching
For that rising star
To guide me far
And shine me home
Out here on my own
When I'm down and feeling blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you
Until the morning sun appears
Making light of all my fears
I dry the tears I've never shown
out here on my own
But when I'm down and feeling blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you
Sometimes I wonder
Where I've been
Who I am, do I fit in?
I may not win
But I can't be thrown
Out here on my own
On my own
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Entry #16
Event: Harry's feelings after Dumbledore tells him about the Prophecy My first breath wasn't done
My spirit's sunken deep
Into the ground
Why am I alone
I can hear my heartbeat
Silence's all around
See hate will rise
So don't come closer
Fear your child
Born with a king's heart
But fate fooled me
And changed my cards
No one asked if I want it
If I like it
Pain inside is rising
I am the fallen one
A figure in an old game
No Jokers on my side
I plunged into misery
I'll turn off the light
And murder the dawn
Turn off the light
And murder the dawn
Nothing else,
But laughter is around me
Forevermore
No one can heal me
Nothing can save me
No one can heal me
I've gone beyond the truth
It's just another lie
Wwash away the blood on my hands
My father's blood
In agony we're unified
I never wanted to be
What they told me to be
Fulfill my fate then I'll be free
God knows how long
I tried to change fate
Pain inside is rising
I am the fallen one
A figure in an old game
No Jokers on my side
I plunged into misery
I'll turn off the light
And murder the dawn
Turn off the light
And murder the dawn
I plunged into misery
I'll turn off the light
And murder the dawn
Turn off the light
And murder the dawn
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Entry #17
Event: Harry's feelings when he confronts Bellatrix after Sirius' death All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone,
they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
Never gonna forget, never forget, how we hate the world [x4]
(Gonna take you down)
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
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Entry #18
Event: The trio graduates Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.
It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
(music break)
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
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Entry #19
Event: Ginny being lured by Tom Riddle's diary Discovery
I know your face, little rose,
But I don't know your mind.
You know your place, little rose,
But you cannot read the signs.
Aren't you arrogant,
Putting on airs?
I watch you from the bower.
You do not sense that I am there.
"Come into my garden," sings the elf-knight to the maid
"Lilies, willows, roses, and your innocence betrayed.
Reach for that red rose, my dear, a rose but barely one,
And I will be your love, my dear, and all your life undone."
You see my stead, little rose,
But you don't see my face.
I watch your feet, little rose,
Gauge your reckless girl's pace.
Aren't you beautiful,
So sweet and pure?
You reach out one dainty hand.
I sit and see my fate secured.
"Come into my garden," sings the elf-knight to the maid
"Lilies, willows, roses, and your innocence betrayed.
Reach for that red rose, my dear, a rose but barely two,
And I will be your love, my dear, and be the end of you."
My eyes consume, little rose.
I am charmed by your smile.
You hold my blooms, little rose.
You're so easily beguiled.
Aren't you mesmerized
As you stare, unafraid?
I'll lead you to my leafy close
And you will be no more a maid.
"Come into my garden," sings the elf-knight to the maid
"Lilies, willows, roses, and your innocence betrayed.
Reach for that red rose, my dear, a rose but barely three,
And I will be your love, my dear, and you belong to me."
You are bound for ordeals you will never understand,
For I have learned some tricks while I have lived in fair Elfland.
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Entry #20
Event: Harry feeling guilty after the Tri-Wizard Tournament Hold it up, my diamond in the rough.
I always thought that it would be so easy.
Let it out. It's never like it was.
I'm empty and tired, and I can hardly think in here.
I won't give up again: as tired as I am.
With everything I can. I won't give up again.
Wake me up. My inspiration sleeps.
My mind is like a prison: bound to hold me.
Force it out. The damage has been done
We're broken, departed, and we can hardly speak in here.
I won't give up again: as tired as I am.
With everything I can. I won't give up again.
With thoughts of indecision,
destroyed by my ambition,
removed to this position.
I stand alone.
I won't give up again.
Hold it out, your candle in the dark.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, they say.
Let it go. It's all a stepping-stone.
You're older and wiser, and you can hardly breathe in here.
I won't give up again: as tired as I am.
With everything I can. I won't give up again.
I won't give up again: as tired as I am.
With everything I can. I won't give up again. |
Entry #21
Event: Ron finding out about Hermione and Viktor I know he knocks you off your feet
Youre so bitter; you think hes sweet
Well hes wrong for you, I swear
Did you forget to read the script?
There was never a role for him
It was always you and me, just me
Popular mechanics for broken hearts could help me now
I know you never felt romance
And we always lack suspense
I can edit those parts out
I never made you feel complete
I would fall beneath your feet
I would never bring you down, so down
Popular mechanics for broken hearts could help me now
Just because he loves you too
He would never take a bullet for you
Dont believe a word he says
He would never cut his heart out for you
I heard he wrote you a song
But so what
Some guy wrote 69
And one just aint enough
And theres so sense in trying
I know cuz Ive been
Trying all the time to find something that would make you mine
But all I ever find my love
Are clichés that dont rhyme
Popular mechanics for broken hearts could help me now
Just because he loves you too
He would never take a bullet for you
Dont believe a word he says
He would never cut his heart out for you |
Entry #22
Event: Harry falling for Cho Each day through my window I watch her as she passes by.
I say to myself, "You're such a lucky guy."
To have a girl like her
is truly a dream come true.
Out of all of the fellas in the world
she belongs to you...
But it was just my imagination
running away with me.
It was just my imagination
running away with me...
Ooh-hoo-hoo-hooh
Soon we'll be married..
and raise a family.
In a cozy, little home out in the country
with two children, maybe three.
I tell you, I can visualize it all.
This couldn't be a dream for too real it all seems.
But it was just my imagination -- once again --
running away with me.
I tell you it was just my imagination
running away with me...
Every night, on my knees I pray,
"Dear Lord, hear my plea...
don't ever let another take her love from me
or I will surely die.."
Ooh, her love is heavenly;
when her arms enfold me,
I hear a tender rhapsody...
but in reality, she doesn't even know me
Just my imagination -- once again --
running away with me.
Tell you it was just my imagination
running away with me.
I never met her, but I can't forget her.
Just my imagination..
-- ooh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah --
running away with me
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Entry #23
Event: Harry loses Sirius to the Veil Last time I talked to you
You were lonely and out of place
You were looking down on me
Lost out in space
Laid underneath the stars
Strung out and feeling brave
Watch the riddles glow
Watch them float away
Down here in the atmosphere
Garbage and city lights
You gotta save your tired soul
You gotta save our lives
Turn on the radio
To find you on satellite
I'm waiting for the sky to fall
I'm waiting for a sign
All we are is all so far
You're falling back to me
The star that I can't see
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there
You're falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there
Hope you remember me
When you're homesick and need a change
I miss your purple hair
I miss the way you taste
I know you'll come back someday
On a bed of nails awake
I'm praying that you don't burn out
Or fade away
All we are is all so far
You're falling back to me
The star that I can't see
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there
You're falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there
You're falling back to me
The star that I can't see
I know you're out there, oh
You're falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there
You're falling back to me
The star that I can't see
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there
You're falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there
You're falling back to me.
Well I know
I know
You're falling out of reach
I know
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Entry #24
Event: The end of the war Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
It's all right, it's all right |
Entry #25
Event: Harry loses it with Aunt Marge Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit
Tonight
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Entry #26
Event: Harry and Cho split Love is tragic
Love is bold
You will always
Do what you are told
Love is hard
Love is strong
You will never say that you were wrong
I don't know when i got bitter
But love is surely better when it's gone
'cause you wanted more
More than i could give
More than i could handle
In a life that i can't live
You wanted more
More than i could bear
More than i could offer
For a love that isn't there
Love is color
Love is loud
Love is never saying you're too proud
Love is trusting
Love is honest
Love is not a hand to hold you down
I don't know when i got bitter
But love is surely better when it's gone
( ( chorus ) )
I got to pick me up when i am down
I got to get my feet back on the ground
I got to pick me up when i am down
( ( chorus ) )
You wanted more
More than i could love
More than i could offer
The harder you would shove
You wanted more
More than i could give
More than i could handle
In a life that i can't live
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Entry #27
Event: Sirius' outlook post-death I noticed tonight that the world has been turning
While I've been stuck here dithering around
Well I know I said I'd wait around till you need me
But I have to go, I hate to let you down
But I can't stop now
I've got troubles of my own
Cause I'm short on time
I'm lonely
And I'm too tired to talk
I noticed tonight that the world has been turning
While I've been stuck here withering away
Well I know I said I wouldn't leave you behind
But I have to go, it breaks my heart to say
That I can't stop now
I've got troubles of my own
Cause I'm short on time
I'm lonely
And I'm too tired to talk
No one back home
I've got troubles of my own
And I can't slow down
For no one in town
And I can't stop now
And I can't slow down
For no one in town
And I can't stop now
For no one
Emotion keeps my heart on me |
Entry #28
Event: Harry leaves Privet Drive Fear of the dark
Tears me apart
Won't leave me along
And time keeps running out
Just want my life,
I'm so sick and tired
Of singing the blues,
I should turn my life around...
[Chorus: Tell me why do I feel this way?
All my life I've been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned,
Too many lies I've heard...
Had a life but I can't go back
I can't do that, it will never be same again...
And I know I don't have any time to burn.]
They follow me home
Disturbing my sleep
But I'll find a place
Place where they cannot find me
Maybe I'm lose,
And maybe I'm scared
But too many times
I've closed the doors behind me.
[Chorus]
Leave it all behind,
Cross the borderline,
Face the truth,
Don't have any time to--
Have any time to burn.
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Entry #29
Event: Harry's life and future Change everything you are,
And everything you were,
Your number has been called.
Fights and battles have begun,
Revenge will surely come,
Your hard times are ahead .
Best, you've got to be the best,
You've got to change the world,
And use this chance to be heard.
Your time is now.
Don't let yourself down,
And don't let yourself go,
Your last chance has arrived.
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Entry #30
Event: Harry's feelings when he receives all the negative press in his fifth year If it came to pass that they should ask
What could I tell them
Would they criticize behind my back
Maybe I should let them
Oh if only then and only then
They would understand
They'd turn a full-blooded city boy
Into a full-blooded city man
If they could face it
I could take it in their eyes
Oh I know I'd make it
Their tiny minds
And sacred cows just fake it
If only then and only then
They would understand
They'd turn a full-blooded city boy
Into a full-blooded city man
But I know the way they want me
In the way they publicize
If they could turn their focus off
To the image in their eyes
Maybe it would help them, help them understand
Maybe it would help them, help them understand
Maybe it would help them, help them understand
That a full-blooded city boy
Is now a full-blooded city man
Oh my soul
Oh my soul
Oh my soul |
Entry #31
Event: The events that follow the Shrieking Shack scene daddy's ghost behind you
sleeping dog beside you
you're a poem of mystery
you're the prayer inside me
spoken words like moonlight
you're the voice that i like
needlework & seedlings
in the way you're walking
to me from the timbers
faded from the winter |
Entry #32
Event: Sirius' death There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
God wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
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Entry #33
Event: Sirius' death You slipped from my arms
I knew you had to go
Such a heavy heart
Who could hope to hold
I know where you're going
And that's the hardest part
No matter where tonight ends
You won't escape your broken heart
Stay a while
Stay a while
Stay a while
Helpless for the words
And it tightens up the air
It's not what you deserve
It's not for lack of care
Inside of me is screaming out
And praying for my prayers
Distracting and unworthy
Of each and every burning tear
Seems insincere
Do I see God in all of this
Maybe all along
It's just that we're so small
And simply not as strong
Strong like wings of silver
And feathers made of gold
To carry heavy hearts
To cover all our helpless souls
To cover all of us
Under wings of gold and silver
Sometimes we have to hide
For shelter from this bitter winter
At least tonight
Under wings of gold and silver
Sometimes we have to hide
For shelter from this bitter winter
At least tonight
At least tonight
Stay a while
Stay a while
Stay a while
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Entry #34
Event: The Dementors descend upon Harry and Sirius Time slips away
And the light begins to fade
And everything is quiet now
Feeling is gone
And the picture disappears
And everything is cold now
The dream had to end
The wish never came true
And the girl
Starts to sing
Seventeen seconds
A measure of life
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TBC...