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Remember:

The song titles are not listed, for the simple reason that I want you all to read the lyrics, and not choose a song that you may like without thinking about it.
I've attempted to take out the obscenities as I caught them, but if you run across one please do not be offended. Simply let me know and I'll fix it. :)

Last one coming up...








Entry #1

Event: Harry's reaction to Sirius' death


I open my eyes

I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light

I can’t remember how

I can’t remember why

I’m lying here tonight



And I can’t stand the pain

And I can’t make it go away

No I can’t stand the pain



How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

got no where to run

The night goes on

As I’m fading away

I’m sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me



Everybody’s screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

I’m slipping off the edge

I’m hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again



So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can’t explain what happened

And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done

No I can’t



How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

got no where to run

The night goes on

As I’m fading away

I’m sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me



I made my mistakes

got no where to run

The night goes on

As I’m fading away

I’m sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me


Entry #2

Event: The first through the second war


Consider the odds,

consider the obvious.

The martyr is meaningless,

the campaign has died.

In the planning stages and the fallen faces

are the singular proof that it was ever alive.



This purchased rebellion has been outdated,

denounced and rescinded and left to die championless.

I begged you not to go.

I begged you, I pleaded.

Claimed you as my only hope

and watched the floor as you retreated.



Hope has sprung a perfect dive

a perfect day, a perfect lie.

A slowly crafted monologue conceding your defeat.



Does it comfort you to know you fought the good fight?

Basking in your victory,

hollow and alone

to boast your bitter bragging rights to anyone who'll
listen.

While you're left with nothing tangible to gain.



Entry #3

Event: Lupin's transformation


Night Time -
shrouded in mystery

The mist, the fog - there is nothing to see

Full moon - shining down on earth

Now, tonight - starts the forbidden

starts the forbidden birth



Gruesome - howlin' to the moon

A creature - is on the hunt, the hunt

Somewhere - deep inside the man

A beast, awakes - undercover of the night



It cannot stop and there's no way out

The wolf possesses the man

It's howlin' loud



When the wolf prowls

When the wolf prowls

When the wolf prowls

When the wolf prowls



The wolf...



A man, a wolf - one body and one soul

Belong, together - for all eternity

A man, a beast - you know it's really true

Deep inside - the wolf is you

the wolf is you



All of your nightmares become reality

You know the wolf is in you

The wolf is in me



When the wolf prowls

When the wolf prowls

When the wolf prowls

When the wolf prowls



It cannot stop and there's no way out

The wolf possesses the man

It's howlin' loud

All of your nightmares become reality

You know the wolf is in you

The wolf is in me



When the wolf prowls

When the wolf prowls

When the wolf prowls

When the wolf prowls...


Entry #4

Event: Harry's participation in the Tri-Wizard Tournament


Welcome to the
planet

Welcome to existence

Everyone's here

Everyone's here

Everybody's watching you now

Everybody waits for you now

What happens next?

What happens next?



I dare you to move

I dare you to move

I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor

I dare you to move

I dare you to move

Like today never happened

Today never happened before



Welcome to the fallout

Welcome to resistance

The tension is here

The tension is here

Between who you are and who you could be

Between how it is and how it should be



I dare you to move

I dare you to move

I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor

I dare you to move

I dare you to move

Like today never happened

Today never happened



Maybe redemption has stories to tell

Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell

Where can you run to escape from yourself?

Where you gonna go?

Where you gonna go?

Salvation is here



I dare you to move

I dare you to move

I dare you to lift yourself

Lift yourself up off the floor

I dare you to move

I dare you to move

Like today never happened

Today never happened

Today never happened

Today never happened before



Entry #5

Event: Lupin's Transformation


We’re running
with the shadows of the night

So baby take my hand, it’ll be all right

Surrender all your dreams to me tonight

They’ll come true in the end

You said - oh girl, it’s a cold world

When you keep it all to yourself

I said you can’t hide on the inside

All the pain you’ve ever felt

Ransom my heart, but baby don’t look back

Cause we got nobody else



Chorus:



We’re running with the shadows of the night

So baby take my hand, it’ll be all right

Surrender all your dreams to me tonight

They’ll come true in the end



You know that sometimes, it feels like

It’s all moving way too fast



(repeat chorus three times)



Use every alibi and words you deny

That love ain’t meant to last

You can cry tough baby, it’s all right

You can let me down easy, but not tonight



We’re running with the shadows of the night

So baby take my hand, you’ll be all right

Surrender all your dreams to me tonight

They’ll come true in the end



We’re running with the shadows of the night

So baby take my hand, it’ll be all right

Surrender all your dreams to me tonight

They’ll come true in the end



And now the hands of time are standin’ still

Midnight angel, won’t you say you will


Entry #6

Event: Tom Riddle lures Ginny into the Chamber


I am a man

Cut from the know

Rarely do friends

Come and then go

She was a girl

Soft but estranged

We were the two

Our lives rearranged

Feeling so good that day

A feeling of love that day



Twisting and turning

Your feelings are burning

You’re breaking the girl

She meant you no harm

Think you’re so clever

But now you must sever

You’re breaking the girl

He loves no one else



Raised by my dad

Girl of the day

He was my man

That was the way

She was the girl

Left alone

Feeling the need

To make me her home

I don’t know what when or why

The twilight of love had arrived



Twisting and turning

Your feelings are burning

You’re breaking the girl

She meant you no harm

Think you’re so clever

But now you must sever

You’re breaking the girl

He loves no one else



Twisting and turning

Your feelings are burning

You’re breaking the girl

She meant you no harm

Think you’re so clever

But now you must sever

You’re breaking the girl

He loves no one else


Entry #7

Event: Hermione thinking of Harry, dead, post-war


When I think back

On these times

And the dreams

We left behind

I'll be glad 'cause

I was blessed to get

To have you in my life

When I look back on these days

I'll look and see your face

You were right there for me



[CHORUS:]

In my dreams

I'll always see you soar

Above the sky

In my heart

There'll always be a place

For you for all my life

I'll keep a part

Of you with me

And everywhere I am

There you'll be



Well you showed me

How it feels

To feel the sky

Within my reach

And I always

Will remember all

The strength you

Gave to me

Your love made me

Make it through

Oh, I owe so much to you

You were right there for me



[In my dreams

I'll always see you soar

Above the sky

In my heart

There'll always be a place

For you for all my life

I'll keep a part

Of you with me

And everywhere I am

There you'll be]



'Cause I always saw in you

My light, my strength

And I want to thank you

Now for all the ways

You were right there for me

You were right there for me

For always



[In my dreams

I'll always see you soar

Above the sky

In my heart

There'll always be a place

For you for all my life

I'll keep a part

Of you with me

And everywhere I am

There you'll be]


Entry #8

Event: Harry in Tom Riddle's memories


Well it seems so
real I can see it

And it seems so real I can feel it

And it seems so real I can taste it

And it seems so real I can hear it

So why can't I touch it?

So why can't I touch it?



Then it looks so real I can see it

And it feels so real I can feel it

And it tastes so real I can taste it

And it sounds so real I can hear it

So why can't I touch it?

So why can't I touch it?



Then it looks so real I can feel it

And it feels so real I can taste it

And it tastes so real I can hear it

And it sounds so real I can see it

So why can't I touch it?

So why can't I touch it?



Now it is so real I can see it

And it is so real I can feel it

And it is so real I can hear it

And it is so real I can be it

So why can't I touch it?

So why can't I touch it?


Entry #9

Event: Voldemort's attack on the Potter family


oh my baby, don't
cry

oh my babe, just say goodbye

oh now baby, don't cry

oh my babe, at least we tried



at least we tried to make it

but in these days I'm so confused

oh my love, at least we had it

let me hold on to you



oh my baby, don't cry

oh my babe, just say goodbye

oh now baby, don't cry

oh my babe, at least we tried



at least we tried but we lost it

i will remember

how you stood there and you smiling

and you smile there with me



oh my baby, don't cry

oh my babe, just say goodbye

oh now baby, don't cry

oh my babe, at least we tried



oh my baby, don't cry

oh my babe, just say goodbye, say goodbye

oh now baby, don't cry

oh my babe, at least we tried, ohh

oh my baby, don't cry

oh my babe, just say goodbye

goodbye my baby, don't cry

oh my babe, at least we tried, whoa



Entry #10

Event: Sirius' death


Something

Is about to give

I can feel it coming

I think I know what it is



I'm not afraid to die

I'm not afraid to live

And when I'm flat on my back

I hope to feel like I did



And hardness

It sets in

You need some protection

The thinner the skin



I want you to know

That you don't need me anymore

I want you to know

You don't need anyone

Or anything at all



Who's to say where the wind will take you

Who's to say what it is will break you

I don't know

Which way the wind will blow



Who's to know when the time has come around

Don't want to see you cry

I know that this is not goodbye



It's somewhere I can taste the salty sea

There's a kite blowing out of control on the breeze

I wonder what's gonna happen to you

You wonder what has happened to me



I'm a man

I'm not a child

A man who sees

The shadow behind your eyes



Who's to say where the wind will take you

Who's to say what it is will break you

I don't know

Where the wind will blow



Who's to know when the time has come around

I don't want to see you cry

I know that this is not goodbye



Did I waste it

Not so much I couldn't taste it

Life should be fragrant

Rooftop to the basement



The last of the rocks stars

When hip-hop drove the big cars

In the time when new media

Was the big idea

What was the big idea



Entry #

Event: Snape decides to leave the Death Eaters


I know you know my
head's not in this now

nothing you could keep

so keep me down

like the stones beneath the water that you walk on to be
taller

and the hands you stuck together cause you prayed you'd
wait forever

just another fragile angel heart

falling down on lead wings torn apart



and the words beneath my skin

the ink that you put in

destroying all the things you left around

'cause you're earthbound coming down



so what you have the nerve to call a friend

is starved of all the sense to make amends

cause i'm the glass you break to touch but you never want
me much

like the view across the water from your shoes and two
feet smaller

i know it doesn't pay to be this hurt

falling off the morning getting worse



and the words beneath my skin

the ink that you put in

destroying all the things you've left around

cause i'm earthbound coming down

come down

come down

come around...



cause i'm down



Entry #

Event: Harry and Voldemort's connected dreams/thoughts


He's got fasting
black lungs

Made of clove splintered shardes

They're the kind that will talk

Through a weezing of coughs



And I hear him every night

In every pore

And every time he just makes me warm



Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Must I hide?

Cause I'll never

Never sleep alone



Look at how they flock to him

From an isle of open sores

He knows that the taste is such

Such to die for



And I hear him every night

On every street

The scales that do slither





Deliver me from…



Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Then I'll hide

Cause I'll never

Never sleep alone



Oh lord

Said I'm bloodshot for sure

Pale runs the ghost

Swollen on the shore



Everynight

in every pore

The scales that do slither

Deliver me from…



Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Then I'll hide

Cause I'll never

Never sleep alone



Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Let me die

Cause I'll never

Never sleep alone



Entry #13

Event: Harry's feelings after Dumbledore tells him about
the Prophecy


Could I have been

A parking lot attendant

Could I have been

A millionaire in bel air

Could I have been

Lost somewhere in paris

Could I have been

Your little brother

Could I have been anyone other than me

Could I have been oh, anyone other than me

Could I have been anyone

He stands touch his hair his shoes untied

Tongue gaping stare

Could I have been a magnet for money

Could I have been anyone other than me

Twenty three

I’m so tired of life

Such a shame to throw it all away

The images grow darker still

Could I have been anyone other then me?

Then i

Look up at the sky

My mouth is open wide, like and taste

What’s the use in worrying, what’s the use in
hurrying

Turn turn we almost become dizzy

I am who I am who I am well who am i

Requesting some enlightenment

Could I have been anyone other than me?

And then i’ll

Sing and dance and I’ll play for you tonight

The thrill of it all

Dark clouds may hang on me sometimes

But I’ll work it out

And then i

Falling out of a world of lies

Could I have been dancing nancy

Dancing nancy

Could I have been anyone other than me?


Entry #14

Event: Harry's feelings at the end of Book 5


Abandoned places - I
guess we know the score

On and on, does anybody know what we are looking for...

Another hero, another mindless crime

Behind the curtain, in the pantomime

Hold the line, does anybody want to take it anymore

The show must go on,

The show must go on

Inside my heart is breaking

My make-up may be flaking

But my smile still stays on.

Whatever happens, I’ll leave it all to chance

Another heartache, another failed romance

On and on, does anybody know what we are living for?

I guess I’m learning, I must be warmer now

I’ll soon be turning, round the corner now

Outside the dawn is breaking

But inside in the dark I’m aching to be free

The show must go on

The show must go on

Inside my heart is breaking

My make-up may be flaking

But my smile still stays on

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies

Fairytales of yesterday will grow but never die

I can fly - my friends

The show must go on

The show must go on

I’ll face it with a grin

I’m never giving in

On - with the show -

I’ll top the bill, I’ll overkill

I have to find the will to carry on

On with the -

On with the show -

The show must go on...


Entry #15

Event: Harry feeling sorry for himself


Sometimes I wonder

Where I've been

Who I am, do I fit in?

Make-believing is hard alone

Out here, on my own



We're always proving

Who we are

Always reaching

For that rising star

To guide me far

And shine me home

Out here on my own



When I'm down and feeling blue

I close my eyes so I can be with you

Oh, baby, be strong for me

Baby, belong to me

Help me through

Help me need you



Until the morning sun appears

Making light of all my fears

I dry the tears I've never shown

out here on my own



But when I'm down and feeling blue

I close my eyes so I can be with you

Oh, baby, be strong for me

Baby, belong to me

Help me through

Help me need you



Sometimes I wonder

Where I've been

Who I am, do I fit in?

I may not win

But I can't be thrown

Out here on my own

On my own


Entry #16

Event: Harry's feelings after Dumbledore tells him about
the Prophecy


My first breath
wasn't done

My spirit's sunken deep

Into the ground

Why am I alone

I can hear my heartbeat

Silence's all around



See hate will rise

So don't come closer

Fear your child

Born with a king's heart

But fate fooled me

And changed my cards

No one asked if I want it

If I like it



Pain inside is rising

I am the fallen one

A figure in an old game

No Jokers on my side

I plunged into misery

I'll turn off the light

And murder the dawn

Turn off the light

And murder the dawn



Nothing else,

But laughter is around me

Forevermore

No one can heal me

Nothing can save me

No one can heal me

I've gone beyond the truth

It's just another lie

Wwash away the blood on my hands

My father's blood

In agony we're unified



I never wanted to be

What they told me to be

Fulfill my fate then I'll be free

God knows how long

I tried to change fate



Pain inside is rising

I am the fallen one

A figure in an old game

No Jokers on my side

I plunged into misery

I'll turn off the light

And murder the dawn

Turn off the light

And murder the dawn



I plunged into misery

I'll turn off the light

And murder the dawn

Turn off the light

And murder the dawn



Entry #17

Event: Harry's feelings when he confronts Bellatrix after
Sirius' death


All of my hate
cannot be bound

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming



Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies

Pushing all the mercy down, down, down

I wanna see you try to take a swing at me

Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground



Why are you trying to make fun of me?

You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing
to me?

You take your turn lashing out at me

I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me



All of my hate cannot be bound

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground

I will see you screaming



Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies

I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown

I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me

And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down



Why are you trying to make fun of me?

You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing
to me?

You take your turn lashing out at me

I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me



All of my hate cannot be bound

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming



All my friends are gone,

they died (gonna take you down)

They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

Never gonna forget, never forget, how we hate the world
[x4]

(Gonna take you down)



All of my hate cannot be bound

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming



All of my hate cannot be bound

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming



Entry #18

Event: The trio graduates


Another turning
point;

a fork stuck in the road.



Time grabs you by the wrist;

directs you where to go.



So make the best of this test

and don't ask why.



It's not a question

but a lesson learned in time.



It's something unpredictable

but in the end it's right.

I hope you had the time of your life.



So take the photographs

and still frames in your mind.



Hang it on a shelf

In good health and good time.



Tattoos of memories

and dead skin on trial.



For what it's worth,

it was worth all the while.



It's something unpredictable

but in the end it's right.

I hope you had the time of your life.



(music break)



It's something unpredictable

but in the end it's right.

I hope you had the time of your life.



It's something unpredictable

but in the end it's right.

I hope you had the time of your life.



Entry #19

Event: Ginny being lured by Tom Riddle's diary


Discovery



I know your face, little rose,

But I don't know your mind.

You know your place, little rose,

But you cannot read the signs.

Aren't you arrogant,

Putting on airs?

I watch you from the bower.

You do not sense that I am there.



"Come into my garden," sings the elf-knight to
the maid

"Lilies, willows, roses, and your innocence
betrayed.

Reach for that red rose, my dear, a rose but barely one,

And I will be your love, my dear, and all your life
undone."



You see my stead, little rose,

But you don't see my face.

I watch your feet, little rose,

Gauge your reckless girl's pace.

Aren't you beautiful,

So sweet and pure?

You reach out one dainty hand.

I sit and see my fate secured.



"Come into my garden," sings the elf-knight to
the maid

"Lilies, willows, roses, and your innocence
betrayed.

Reach for that red rose, my dear, a rose but barely two,

And I will be your love, my dear, and be the end of
you."



My eyes consume, little rose.

I am charmed by your smile.

You hold my blooms, little rose.

You're so easily beguiled.

Aren't you mesmerized

As you stare, unafraid?

I'll lead you to my leafy close

And you will be no more a maid.



"Come into my garden," sings the elf-knight to
the maid

"Lilies, willows, roses, and your innocence
betrayed.

Reach for that red rose, my dear, a rose but barely
three,

And I will be your love, my dear, and you belong to
me."



You are bound for ordeals you will never understand,

For I have learned some tricks while I have lived in fair
Elfland.



Entry #20

Event: Harry feeling guilty after the Tri-Wizard
Tournament


 


Hold it up, my diamond in the rough.
I always thought that it would be so easy.
Let it out.  It's never like it was.
I'm empty and tired, and I can hardly think in here.

I won't give up again: as tired as I am.
With everything I can.  I won't give up again.

Wake me up.  My inspiration sleeps.
My mind is like a prison: bound to hold me.
Force it out.  The damage has been done
We're broken, departed, and we can hardly speak in here.

I won't give up again: as tired as I am.
With everything I can. I won't give up again.

With thoughts of indecision,
destroyed by my ambition,
removed to this position.
I stand alone.

I won't give up again.

Hold it out, your candle in the dark.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, they say.
Let it go.  It's all a stepping-stone.
You're older and wiser, and you can hardly breathe in here.

I won't give up again: as tired as I am.
With everything I can. I won't give up again. 
I won't give up again: as tired as I am.
With everything I can. I won't give up again.

Entry #21

Event: Ron finding out about Hermione and Viktor


I know he knocks you
off your feet

You’re so bitter; you think he’s sweet

Well he’s wrong for you, I swear



Did you forget to read the script?

There was never a role for him

It was always you and me, just me



Popular mechanics for broken hearts could help me now



I know you never felt romance

And we always lack suspense

I can edit those parts out



I never made you feel complete

I would fall beneath your feet

I would never bring you down, so down



Popular mechanics for broken hearts could help me now



Just because he loves you too

He would never take a bullet for you

Don’t believe a word he says

He would never cut his heart out for you



I heard he wrote you a song

But so what

Some guy wrote 69

And one just ain’t enough



And there’s so sense in trying

I know cuz I’ve been

Trying all the time to find something that would make you
mine

But all I ever find my love

Are clichés that don’t rhyme



Popular mechanics for broken hearts could help me now



Just because he loves you too

He would never take a bullet for you

Don’t believe a word he says

He would never cut his heart out for you


Entry #22

Event: Harry falling for Cho


Each day through my
window I watch her as she passes by.

I say to myself, "You're such a lucky guy."

To have a girl like her

is truly a dream come true.

Out of all of the fellas in the world

she belongs to you...



But it was just my imagination

running away with me.

It was just my imagination

running away with me...



Ooh-hoo-hoo-hooh

Soon we'll be married..

and raise a family.

In a cozy, little home out in the country

with two children, maybe three.

I tell you, I can visualize it all.

This couldn't be a dream for too real it all seems.



But it was just my imagination -- once again --

running away with me.

I tell you it was just my imagination

running away with me...



Every night, on my knees I pray,

"Dear Lord, hear my plea...

don't ever let another take her love from me

or I will surely die.."

Ooh, her love is heavenly;

when her arms enfold me,

I hear a tender rhapsody...

but in reality, she doesn't even know me



Just my imagination -- once again --

running away with me.

Tell you it was just my imagination

running away with me.

I never met her, but I can't forget her.

Just my imagination..

-- ooh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah --

running away with me





Entry #23

Event: Harry loses Sirius to the Veil


Last time I talked
to you

You were lonely and out of place

You were looking down on me

Lost out in space

Laid underneath the stars

Strung out and feeling brave

Watch the riddles glow

Watch them float away



Down here in the atmosphere

Garbage and city lights

You gotta save your tired soul

You gotta save our lives

Turn on the radio

To find you on satellite

I'm waiting for the sky to fall

I'm waiting for a sign

All we are is all so far



You're falling back to me

The star that I can't see

I know you're out there

Somewhere out there



You're falling out of reach

Defying gravity

I know you're out there

Somewhere out there



Hope you remember me

When you're homesick and need a change

I miss your purple hair

I miss the way you taste



I know you'll come back someday

On a bed of nails awake

I'm praying that you don't burn out

Or fade away



All we are is all so far



You're falling back to me

The star that I can't see

I know you're out there

Somewhere out there



You're falling out of reach

Defying gravity

I know you're out there

Somewhere out there



You're falling back to me

The star that I can't see

I know you're out there, oh

You're falling out of reach

Defying gravity



I know you're out there

Somewhere out there



You're falling back to me

The star that I can't see

I know you're out there

Somewhere out there



You're falling out of reach

Defying gravity

I know you're out there

Somewhere out there



You're falling back to me.



Well I know

I know



You're falling out of reach



I know



Entry #24

Event: The end of the war


Here comes the sun,
here comes the sun

And I say it's all right



Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter

Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun

And I say it's all right



Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces

Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun

And I say it's all right



Sun, sun, sun, here it comes

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes



Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting

Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun

And I say it's all right



Here comes the sun, here comes the sun

It's all right, it's all right


Entry #25

Event: Harry loses it with Aunt Marge


Memories consume

Like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume

I'm safe here in my room

Unless I try to start again



I don't want to be the one

The battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize

That I'm the one confused



I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I know it's not alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight



Clutching my cure

I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more

Than anytime before

I had no options left again



I dont want to be the one

The battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize

That I'm the one confused



I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So, I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight



I'll paint it on the walls

'Cause I'm the one at fault

I'll never fight again

And this is how it ends



I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

But now I have some clarity

to show you what I mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So, I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

I’m breaking the habit

Tonight



Entry #26

Event: Harry and Cho split


Love is tragic

Love is bold

You will always

Do what you are told



Love is hard

Love is strong

You will never say that you were wrong

I don't know when i got bitter

But love is surely better when it's gone



'cause you wanted more

More than i could give

More than i could handle

In a life that i can't live

You wanted more

More than i could bear

More than i could offer

For a love that isn't there



Love is color

Love is loud

Love is never saying you're too proud

Love is trusting

Love is honest

Love is not a hand to hold you down

I don't know when i got bitter

But love is surely better when it's gone



( ( chorus ) )



I got to pick me up when i am down

I got to get my feet back on the ground

I got to pick me up when i am down



( ( chorus ) )



You wanted more

More than i could love

More than i could offer

The harder you would shove

You wanted more

More than i could give

More than i could handle

In a life that i can't live



Entry #27

Event: Sirius' outlook post-death


I noticed tonight
that the world has been turning

While I've been stuck here dithering around

Well I know I said I'd wait around till you need me

But I have to go, I hate to let you down

But I can't stop now

I've got troubles of my own

Cause I'm short on time

I'm lonely

And I'm too tired to talk



I noticed tonight that the world has been turning

While I've been stuck here withering away

Well I know I said I wouldn't leave you behind

But I have to go, it breaks my heart to say



That I can't stop now

I've got troubles of my own

Cause I'm short on time

I'm lonely

And I'm too tired to talk



No one back home

I've got troubles of my own

And I can't slow down

For no one in town

And I can't stop now



And I can't slow down

For no one in town

And I can't stop now

For no one



Emotion keeps my heart on me


Entry #28

Event: Harry leaves Privet Drive


Fear of the dark

Tears me apart

Won't leave me along

And time keeps running out

Just want my life,

I'm so sick and tired

Of singing the blues,

I should turn my life around...



[Chorus: Tell me why do I feel this way?

All my life I've been standing on the borderline

Too many bridges burned,

Too many lies I've heard...

Had a life but I can't go back

I can't do that, it will never be same again...

And I know I don't have any time to burn.]



They follow me home

Disturbing my sleep

But I'll find a place

Place where they cannot find me

Maybe I'm lose,

And maybe I'm scared

But too many times

I've closed the doors behind me.



[Chorus]



Leave it all behind,

Cross the borderline,

Face the truth,

Don't have any time to--

Have any time to burn.



Entry #29

Event: Harry's life and future


Change everything you
are,

And everything you were,

Your number has been called.



Fights and battles have begun,

Revenge will surely come,

Your hard times are ahead .



Best, you've got to be the best,

You've got to change the world,

And use this chance to be heard.

Your time is now.



Don't let yourself down,

And don't let yourself go,

Your last chance has arrived.



Entry #30

Event: Harry's feelings when he receives all the negative
press in his fifth year


If it came to pass
that they should ask

What could I tell them

Would they criticize behind my back

Maybe I should let them

Oh if only then and only then

They would understand

They'd turn a full-blooded city boy

Into a full-blooded city man



If they could face it

I could take it in their eyes

Oh I know I'd make it

Their tiny minds

And sacred cows just fake it

If only then and only then

They would understand

They'd turn a full-blooded city boy

Into a full-blooded city man



But I know the way they want me

In the way they publicize

If they could turn their focus off

To the image in their eyes

Maybe it would help them, help them understand

Maybe it would help them, help them understand

Maybe it would help them, help them understand

That a full-blooded city boy

Is now a full-blooded city man



Oh my soul

Oh my soul

Oh my soul


Entry #31

Event: The events that follow the Shrieking Shack scene


daddy's ghost behind
you

sleeping dog beside you

you're a poem of mystery

you're the prayer inside me



spoken words like moonlight

you're the voice that i like



needlework & seedlings

in the way you're walking

to me from the timbers

faded from the winter


Entry #32

Event: Sirius' death


There's no one in
town I know

You gave us some place to go.

I never said thank you for that.

I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,

so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that,

now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

So what would you think of me now,

so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that,

now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

And if you were with me tonight,

I'd sing to you just one more time.

A song for a heart so big,

God wouldn't let it live.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.




Entry #33

Event: Sirius' death


You slipped from my
arms

I knew you had to go

Such a heavy heart

Who could hope to hold

I know where you're going

And that's the hardest part

No matter where tonight ends

You won't escape your broken heart

Stay a while

Stay a while

Stay a while

Helpless for the words

And it tightens up the air

It's not what you deserve

It's not for lack of care

Inside of me is screaming out

And praying for my prayers

Distracting and unworthy

Of each and every burning tear

Seems insincere

Do I see God in all of this

Maybe all along

It's just that we're so small

And simply not as strong

Strong like wings of silver

And feathers made of gold

To carry heavy hearts

To cover all our helpless souls

To cover all of us

Under wings of gold and silver

Sometimes we have to hide

For shelter from this bitter winter

At least tonight

Under wings of gold and silver

Sometimes we have to hide

For shelter from this bitter winter

At least tonight

At least tonight

Stay a while

Stay a while

Stay a while



Entry #34

Event: The Dementors descend upon Harry and Sirius


Time slips away

And the light begins to fade

And everything is quiet now

Feeling is gone

And the picture disappears

And everything is cold now

The dream had to end

The wish never came true

And the girl

Starts to sing



Seventeen seconds

A measure of life










TBC...

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